French kisses

Yes, believe me when I say: if I had a boyfriend I wouldn't be so unhappy and such an I-don't-have-any-friends type of person. That's quite weird about love that gives you such comfort as tolerating who you are and not caring what other people really think about you. The reason why I want to fall in love. What in my case will probably never be a cause of a real relationship. I'm guessing if I'm gonna kiss before my 18th birthday! Especially when my french kisses are happening accidentally and with my cat and dog! That's so so pathetic.